i've missed you by 5 mins



i just woke up and here i am blogging after my daily routine of
checks up for my friendster and yadayada =.-
i realised i missed bi by 5 mins again :(
i dont think it matters much to him now.
was waiting for bestieKU to text me last night till very late,
then he tertido plak =.- haiyoyohs! takpe, not the first time kan?
yesterday night follow mok go down and pick busu up.
went to my house the nearest 7-11 at the shell.
saw many familiar faces; iskandar,karthik, hafiz.....
the rest tak kenal lah :( anyway, people keep staring and smiling at me
i caught iskandar's eye but he seems to avoid :( i dont know why.
i cant recall doing anything bad to him? a few months ago we're
still in talking terms, haishh.. maybe so long never contact them already.
made them feel so left out or something. aku tetap sygkan korg lurh.
karthik smiled and say hello, ahhh! didnt knew it was him, i knew he was
familiar; da hansem lahh kann.
bought my ciggs caus i cant keep smoking ang hun my fingers
turn yellow, my lips burnt, my throat sucky =.-
last night dream was i dont know what you call that but i do not wish
to believe in that dream. it felt so sad and unbelievable.
true enough, i woke up with tears in my eye(altho i cant really remember
the content of the dream; consist of two parts)
it goes something like this :
i was engaged to my boyfriend, yes ENGAGED!
at the age of 16 or 18; i cant remember.
i was damn sad, very very very sad.
not because of the unGLAM engagement but because
i NEVER wanted to get engaged or married :(
but still this engagement continued.
his family were in purple and mine were in blue.
no fancy wedding gowns, we're just clad in baju kurong.
then i was too sad to even see whats happening.
okay, then i cant remember already.
how sad is that?
i woke up with tears in my eyes. i do not know why.
i cant even be sure if that guy in my dream is my boyfriend.
till now, im still pretty upset. yes i know it's just a dream.
but you see, that DREAM 4 years ago tells me that dreams DO
COME TRUE OKAY!
ahhh, one thing for sure, i know that in the dream i got engaged
not because i was pregnant. but haiyoh,
nowadays where got people get engaged so young one?
god save me please? tell me the meaning of the dream :(
i need to go buy a book that can intepret dreams.
SERIOUSLY, my bitch(deear) once told me that there's such book,
it's expensive but the worst part was it IS IN MALAY!
haiyoyoyoh. nevermind, at most i will look up the dictionary lah kan?
today i'll be all alone at home, so dont be suprised to see me blog like
4-5 times =.- i've nothing better to do.
okay now, i've gotta go check sgclub; a long long time since i've been active.
byebye see you later