if it's time to wake up?
thinking hard what baobei said yesterday,afterall it's just a dream.
a dream that is shared by two, consist of two who knew each other
and got seperated but in the end they found each other.
not to reconcile but because of the dream.
what do i want to gain from all this? is this love?
why be together when we dont love each other?
why try to be together when we dont try to love each other?
but as i always said; guys will always be guys.
no matter who you chose to be in a relationship with,
no matter what's the ending, in the end.. you've just gained yourself,
another pocket full of memories; bitter sweet you decide which to
remember and which not to (:
i cant answer those questions i posed to myself;
because everyone will say it's stupid.
yes stupid, i did it or the dream.
caus you weren't there in the dream caus nobody else
except the two of us, you never knew how beautiful it was.
you never knew how amazing it was that two human being can
actually dream of each other in the same dream and aftermath
found each other 4 years after. 4 years, spell that.
that proves, the dream wasn't just any ordinary dream.
maybe we chose to remember but maybe we believe that our other
half is the person in the dream, i do not know.
what i know was, it was never my intention to be in a relationship
with him, we were unsure of each other.
but by taking this step forward, to be together;
maybe it can spell another step closer to fulfilling the dream.
once i fulfill the dream, i dont mind if we have to go our seperate ways.
i swear ;( but has anybody put themselves in my shoes and stop
discriminating my decision? i know it's stupid but i chose this way.
i chose to stay stupid, and to believe in this.
(although i never believed he's my another half)
but i still love him dearly. yes baby, i still love you.
i knew i love you even before i met you.