love spells a new beginning for me & you


okay, lets do this in sequence(:
yesterday before i went to work, i went to buy ciggs.
bad thing :( no menthol only got menthol light.
i was like : "ohhhhh, dont do this to me, please?"
LOL. i cant take light, whatever light it is caus i'll end up sick.
no choice, wanna save money so i bought next red :D
$10.00 lur siol=.-
only got texas 5 menthol and 2ocent more ex.
sick of texas5 alr :(
was texting bi half the time. asked if he want us to remain
the way we are or just be normal friends?
it's not that im not used to this kind of intimate names,
but i dont want to because of this and he cant go get a gf
& yadayada (idk how to explain lur)
HAH. he said, he want us to be together(as in a relationship)
but too bad, im not ready:(
i told him, its about the responsibility & the future not NOW.
he said, he's willing to take it (:
awwwwwww!
so,i asked him to pop the question at night around 10.30pm.
so i can discuss with my bitches !
yes, they're the first on my mind(:
texted them and baobai said this :
since you want it, and he wants it. and you both know
sooner or later you'll be together, why not now?
how nice is that? :D
deear dont really approve, caus of the "time".
it's too fast and i reunited with him less than a week.
(a day more to a week)
that's today!
LOL. but both my bitches supported me to go with my heart(:
work's boring, ultimately.
went home, called my bitches...
then another conference with my life most important 2 bitch.
muahahah:D
we talked and crapped and to take my mind away from him,awhile.
we talked about babies and marriage and breast.
yes, almost forgotten. everyone knows i "HATE" babies:(
to me, they're a nuisance (i know, im bad) yes i do not deny they're cute.
but yesterday on my way to work, i passed by this nursery.
i cant help but looked inside, these adorable bunch of toddlers,
with so much noise to make just didnt fail to make me smile.
for a moment, i like kids :D they sort of bring
bliss,purity,happiness,liveness and many more to one life.
okay, i admit this, im good at playing with toddler but not babysit them!
most of the babies i carried on my arm, just didnt fail to sleep:(
idky. i know people says my hugs are like bear =.-
enough, back to the topic...
marriage = sex =babies
everyone knows that. as much as everyone knows i hate marriages.
no, not actually hate. it's having a phobia of.
*goodness sake people,stop physchoing me okay!*
baobei says: why not get married and fuck everyday but use a condom
instead? =.= goddamnit.
she thinks nobody will ever wants to marry her,
so deear pictured her in a house with full of furniture.
everything she needs except a husband and childrens and grandchildrens.
poor thing :( [no, im still not getting married]
and then she'll have freckles, and wrinkles with crooked nose(muahhaha:D)
and and saggy breast =.-
awwwww!
okay then we talked about breast, yes...
how hollywood stars mummehhy can have their figure so nice,
after giving birth, their breast so firm and yadayada.
easy, caus they have the moolahs!
to go to slimming centre, hire personal nutritionist, hire personal
gym instructor, go for breast firming or whatever.
GOODNESS SAKE!
aiyo, i mean c'mon. marriage is a lifetime thing, you bitch!
it's a lot more commitment and effort and everything else.
=.-
nobody understand my point of marriage, even my bloody angel
(royhan) keeps trying to change my point of view towards marriage.
stop it, so i texted bi.
then he says he's not ready yet caus he dont wanna get his heart damaged.
MUAHHAH:D
c'mon, i dont timer guys lur!
yes, once bitten twice shy, still i will try:D
my motto oi!
so he popped that question...
and and... i still question him about so many things.
in the end i said "AIS SIR TWO JUICE"
(pronounce it = I SETUJU [i agree])
LOL. he's happy but he's afraid im not=.-
silly boy(:
my point of view at that time:
it's either now or never. i don't wanna end up
losing him again. and 4 years of waiting is very very long.
although we didn't knew who's the other half in our
dream, we didn't gave up on waiting.
now that we've found each other, it's a pity to give up.
so yes! i will never regret caus even if we were to be
seperated in the future, i will never regret because
my dream came true, i think bi feels the same(:
20NOVEMBERo8<3
00:11 hours!
Bi, cant come online today :( because of his mummy.
and and he's off to johor and will be back only tomorrow.
couldn't text him, i feel so sad :(
(prepaid low lur!)
but i'll wait, i swear!
dont forget your putri oi, bi!
muahahah:D
so so so...
i added this guy on friendster, then he adds me back,
then i add him,now we're friends(:
LOL, danny's the name.
didn't knew he's bi best buddy (:
we intro intro then he told me ...
o.o okay lur. hope i get to know bi more from him.
muahhah:D