late night talks



everyday on my journey to work, i'll see my little little crush :X
LOL. (used-to-be-crush)
still remember the way he sings and smile to me (:
but this time, we passed each other like as if we're total strangers.
the last time i talked to him was, on teachers day.
muahahah:D *no hard feelings okay!*
yesterday at work, my lady boss asked me how's my outing the day before.
LOL. never expect her to ask, so i told her how far a distance i walked.
=.- then we talked about education and my goal to study in shatec.
she said shatec very ex :( th other time so idiots told me was
$6k for 2 years plus diploma =.-
she says if fail a test and retake need "thousands of dollar"
if take hotel managemet or (idk what you call that)
had to learn how hospitality, clean the bed and set the room.
if take the cooking course need to learn how to wash plate.
so i do not know exactly where am i heading to, can i just work in
china black? LOL. i wna go partayyyye!
so as usual my boss likes to disturb the coffee uncle =]
2 days ago was "kopi-o neng pah puey" (200cups of kopi o,in hokkien)
LOL. yesterday was "coke, neng xiu" (2 carton of coke)
then the uncle we shout to the counter and point at my boss.
hilarious i drink halfway also laugh and got choked.
somehow when i pour the soups into the styrofoam cups or bowl,
i had this fear, this fear of getting hurt. i tend to hesitate.
i thought to myself, was it age matter or was it maturity.
last time, i will just daringly pour, i do not care if i get scalded.
"once bitten, twice shy, but still, i will try (:"
so i just sat-sat pour the soup, of caus my hand tends to tremble lur.
you've no idea how pain was it, you can actually see the smoke okay.
if you've just put your hand above the thing and feel the smoke,
you will already get scared.
last minute got many order so i was released a bit later than 9.
as usual didi come and picked me up.LOL.
so we're somehow talking halfway when he asked me something
in malay like...(then he stutter)
him: "ta ta ta tanye!!"
me:" ta ta ta tak nak!"(then my saliva almost drop=.-)
LOL. funny siol.
then he stutter his malay words all the way .
like " bo bo bodoh"
then i go, "wa wa wa WAHHHH"
i know, how lame.
okay back to my bitches, msged them during work(:
we wanted to bring a tent for our outing (so imma hafto bring lur)
but the thing is, NONE OF US, KNOW HOW TO PITCH ONE!
=.=''' I KNOW. so then we decided on the beach straw mat,
that i have. but for goodness sake, is unfoldable, only can roll.
and it's like up to my shoulder tall :(
imagine we' taking the bus and with the beach mat, i swear people
will be looking at us=.- i dunwana go like "eh see waht see?!"
_!_ neh!
LOL. no, ima good girl now (: i dontwant that notorious type of glamour.
i've already know what ima give them both for the present exchanging session.
(pssssst..i even plan for next year's reunion presents!)
now whats confusing me is ...
should i buy a monokini or a sundress or a big bag or a white racerback/camisole?
MAYBE I SHOULD BUY ALL (:
muahaha:D but, im supposed to save,
procrastinate again, (*doggy eye*i'll do it next month, i promise??)
LOL.
yesterday late night talk on teh phone was great with dear (:
my dearest bitch .WHOOOO!
we'd so much to share, so much to imagine so much to laugh about.
and i almost cried, been so long since i last felt that way.
we reminisce together(: we talked about GOD,
we talked about fate, practically everything about
HIM, HIM AND US (: muahahha
*tsktsk..secret lur*
and and oh, my dream guy!
dont ask bout my dream guy, i made a total mistake,
please swear upon me .
LOL.
i woked up early this morning and accompany granny to market(:
how good a girl am i?
that long walk, really woke me up .
i dont wanna continue this notorious way of glamour.
i wana be what i wana be.
i wana be independent liek what baobei says "you're always the
strongest among us all"
maybe being a socialite or a "social butterfly" isnt that very good
afterall?
but was a lesson from mummy, to learn and to speak
every kind of language and slangs of the people you mixed with.
but at the end of teh day, you'll just grow tired. tired of entertaining,
and you lost your identity, you lost yourself.
you will never be yourself again.
NEVER, (shall continue this another time)






NOTE: *I GOT SHORT TERM MEMORY*
i swear :( i just figure it out .
1 moment i picked up my clip from the table and then i walked to
teh toilet and found out my clip is lost :( until now,
i cant find it, and this happen 3days ago.
at work even worst, i couldnt remember my customers very much.
and i dont know who order waht, then i got mixed up.
when i see the plastic on the table, i ask my lady boss ,
she say i order one =.- LOL.
luckily got lady boss help me remember who order what even
when she did not attend to the customers.
at least i did not send the wrong food to the wrong customer,
because before i send i'll ask my lady boss who order =.-
is there a treat for STM?