this post is for YOU:
(pssssssst....you know who you are)
i said it once, i said it twice now im gonna say it again.
that 1 week passed so fast, fast enough for me to fall in love.
to you, i might be nothing.
to me, you're everything.
this musn't be happening but im missing
you dearly at this very minute.
we've been victims of love thus, we got hurt.
you decided it was enough for you.
but i still continued.
i lived in the past, i lived for you.
your sweet nothings was everything i desired.
your love was never what i wanted.
i never thought, i would fall for you nor for you to fall for me.
you were the sweetest thing, you were my daily dose.
i was your princess, i was supposed to be your future.
when you walked out on me, my whole world came crashing down.
hopes are dashed, dreams are drifting faraway.
you told me the harshest thing, i swallowed it.
now it seems tears are streaming down my face, reminiscing the past
that was once ours. a memory only we knew.
i'd wished to hold on forever, never to let go.
i've never wanted to move on, caus that means forgetting.
i would risk my life, to have just one more day with you.
i'd returned you all these memories, take them with you.
i would fulfill everything i promised, i'd do everything you said.
but baby, it doesn't pays. caus my love don't cost a things.
i wouldn't keep what wasn't meant to be mine.
i wouldn't hold on to this never started relationship.
i haven't got enough of you, you were a piece of me.
when you left, i just died a little more inside, caus you've
bring my heart with you.
to know you still love me is a blessing, but to know you'll
never be there, is heartbreaking.
you're too far, far like a distant star.
please grant my wish to celebrate your advanced birthday with you(:
i never wanted to change your mind, i ponder upon why.
why do you hafto leave, when we're happy tgt even when we've not started.
i just want us to be like the past.
now, we're not even in talking terms :( i do not know why.
but deep down, i still yearns for your return, secretly.