last night, went to work. boss's sick, thought they don't wna
open the stall but for me, they opened (:
caus they can't contact me so, my lady boss scared
i come & see nobody =.=
so worked for 2 hours only, instead of 3 yesterday.
i had to date many people out, on the same day.
i don't know what i should do.
i hafto meet him, i want to clarify things.
i dont know if i should bring all these people with me,
i don't want to break down infront of them, nor let them
feel so left out :(
i need this day to myself. i need to go see all these people,
individually. i've so much to say, so much to do.
3weeks later i still haf another date with my ex.
okay, darwin told me its not actually a "date".
caus date = dating. i beg to differ .
muahahah :D okay, i got no reason to laugh now.
please, i aint need another heartbreak,
caus baby the one before had my heart damaged (:
so stop coming to me and say "i love you"
dont tickle me you make my heart go lalala.
my heart's so shut for everyone else.
at this numbing period, i've no idea how im gna deal it.
this morning, got pranked by darwin's friend using his phone=.=
"i love you, how?"
oh nono, please dont do this to me :'(
i dont mind like, caus i like everyone else too (:
no love, dont love me, dont ever.
im not ready for this, i cant go on rejecting everyone else
like i used to.
maybe it's really a big disadvantage to be nice and kind.
all sort of people start falling in love with me:(
and when im not on my guard i fall in love with them too.
=.='''
had enough, my heart longed for him.
a him whom i cant afford to make mine, god knows why.
so please dont feel so dejected and yadayada.
i dont wanna continue to toy with people's feeling.
maybe its retribution, its karma.
in search of the guy in my dream
*those close to me will know what i mean (:
so earthlings, dont take it to heart !
iloveyooooooooo!