Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive







yesterday was another important day to me(:
when i took a different than usual route to work,
i found this blue marble table & U shape chair, next to
a childcare/nursery with the place to park ur bicycles.
yes, i remembered that was the place in my dream
a few days after i found my dreamboy, i had this dream.
(for me to know,for you to find out)
practically i earned myself another bestie!
IRFANIRFANIRFAN; bestieKU(:
don't be disheartened,irfan! baby is very understanding.
i dont care that you're a year younger than me.
im not that arrogant type of bitch, maybe thats why everyone likes me!
Laughs Out Loud.
was chatting with bi half the time, texting and texting.
overall i'm happy now(:
work was exhausting, very.
went home, rant again at my bitch.
in the afternoon she asked so what's our plan for the
coming Friday, shopping?
hahaha, not funny. how can i go shopping when all my
other planned is screwed? how can i go shopping when
daddy halved my allowance? how can i go shopping when
SOME people havent pay me back my money?
and so much more is on my shopping list.
LOL. she asked me is "the" STONE is my priority
on friday. =.-
me : "stone?what stone?since when i got a stone in my
shopping list?"
realised it was that ring from heroic rendezvous.
$103.++
GOODNESS SAKE!
so we was thinking at night to forgo the ring and save a bit more
instead to get the DKNY watch (:
$185.00 siol.
dont have the 12-1 thing..
just the hour & minute hand and teh work DKNY .
LOL. wtf? guess even more worst, haha
*inside joke* (lazy to type and translate)
she was doing an essay on "marriage"
and she asked me for points =.-
me: "sorry beb,but i can only tell you all the bad points of
marriage, HAH!"
LOL. that's me for you!
white DKNY watch,
roxy baby pink school bag,
white everlast school shoe,
and my "i love paris" diary planner.
hah, sum it up baby = $310
:( haven plus the rest of my shopping list.
stakat niek jehk 300+ (maut seyy)
arrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh!
_!_
okay whatever, skip the watch for now.
150$ for all the above things excluding the watch :(
enough meh? i think if enough also left a few dollars only.
and i desperately need to buy my charles & keith sandal.
okay skip skip.
i need to be done here right now,
granny's gna be home anytime. and she's gna kill me =.-
awwww!
goodbye you!