here we go again..


i think my eating disorder is back :(
can somebody please drag me out of the bed to eat?
i've been waking up early i do not know why.
suddenly i felt, i've lost control of my body =.-
my right eye keep tearing(idky)
i remembered somebody said it's a symptom for idkw shit.
my leg bleeds when i didnt even scratch it :(
and and my heart problem is back, for goodness sake.
so, remembered bestie said if it beats hard and fast again,
drink cold cold water with plenty of ice.
(idky, either)
as much as im trying to stay happy, so much thing happened.
for a moment, i was lost. lost deep in thoughts.
i hate this heart thing, at times it beats so hard that the person
next person can hear it or when somebody touches me they can
feel it. practically my whole body will shiver from the beat.
not really shiver but you can see the whole body beating LOL.
and and thankiu for those who texted me to remind me to keep
away from cold cold water & carbonated drinks because of period=.-
i was always the abnormal sort,
either i eat too much or i dont eat.
eat also complain, dont eat also complain. idk what you want from me.
ooooh, for some reason im not having my moodswings, idky.
its just that i became more lethargic.
6more days to go..
i've not bought a single thing nor prepare any.
"sweet for my sweets"
my theme for this year.
didnt had late night talk yesterday, i was too tired.
my phone batt is like gna die any moment.
too lazy to charge either.
i forgotten what i've planned to typed.
i've no mood either. a moment ago was talking bout
moodswings now it swings me :(
goodbye lover & friends(: