gripping tight


yesterday, i've broke my record :D
i puff a total of 3 sticks only oiiii!
yes, 3 lahh ehk.
practically having headache for the whole day =.=
was freezing half the time :(
as usual, talked to my bitch, made up a lot of analogy.
yes, i'm beginning to sounds like her,
realise that she's my inspiration.
was having a nap 2-4 pm yesterday( & i missed bi,when he came online)
had many dreams( short short ones)
the most funniest part is when i wake up,
i asked myself : "what is short crust pastry?"
OMFG, yes i actually did that okay!
then i say to myself, once NOVEMBER IS OVER,
i'll get my ass in front of those books :(
(idk if i can achieve that)
but i'll try, for the sake of doing.
oooops! i saw that diary planner and am intending to get it
$15.00 awwwww!
nevermind,
now im left with no moolahs, totally none.
not even a cent. yes.
but i felt more happier that way, idky.
for a moment, im not depressed nor am i worrying about money.
countdown 3 more days till daddy give me my allowance (:
i'ma go save it, yes save!
i think?
working 2 days later, i dont feel like working alr.
*skipskip*
talking to baobei has always been fun never fails to make me laugh.
oh, she still inspiring me to bloody go read a book=.=
yes, i know bitch! i know i havent touch one for 987654321days?
LOL.
the last book i read is ps i love you(2nd time).
can somebody buy me a book by cecilia ahern?
please?
*winks*
yesterday yesterday i was an english teacher for a moment to my bitch.
yes, she said "FOUNDED"
i say since when english got that word "founded"
she says : "find, found, founder, founded"
_!_
lol. I SAY IS FOUND. NO FOUNDED.
hah. she cant understand why.
my dear bitch, not all past tense got -ED behind.
she goes like : "who dunno your ang moh very tok kong one?"
ya whatever.
luckily i wasnt blinded enough to agree with her "FOUNDED"
hah.
so, last night we're practically singing songs
(if our sentence include any song title)
oh, and i told her i need people to donate moolahs to me ..
so we go like :
"donate, oh donate, oh donate some money to me to me"
lol. figure out what song is that . HAHA.
my bonnie lies over the ocean =.-
we're still very excited about the beach outing (upcoming).
my analogy,
[add the beach, minus the clothes, divide the foods, multiply the sunblock]
whatever, midnight, followed busu to go find her"AUNTY"
for goodness sake her "aunty" is not that old.
then i cant remember her, but she says
she used to bring me out when i was younger and whatever.
ohh, so i just smoked her winner (red).awwww! shucks!
learnt that people who goes to club normally smokes
red or sampoerna or winner=.=
whatever, so we're practically (me & her) freak out about that cat.
this time, we looked at each other and ask where's teh cat.
all of the sudden i turn to the right, and saw the cat next to me,
below, opening its mouth and meow!
yes, bloody hell. i was so shocked, i screamed.
"wah ni na bei, ccb!"
LOL. they laughed.
then send her across the road and back home(:
good news, quitting smoking in process.
i know i said that countless time, but this time for real.
its because i wanted to not because i hafto.
so if i ever smoke, i'll say because i wanted to not because i hafto.
(:





baby, please understand this dream is fading away.
i dont wanna lose you neither the dream.
so its either now or never.