it's been a long time since i've blogged so much in 1 day.
ever since he's departure, i've lost interest to blog.
he used to read my blog, via psp and time he have to spare.
i was online just now it struck me that to ask him if he's
meeting me on the monday. i got up,
i tripped on my keyboard's wire, i fell.
fell hard enough, for a moment i was struggling, hard.
nobody's home, i've no help.
still in my mind, im still thinking of you, my priority.
i couldn't move, the pain's killing me. it hurts alot.
i struggle and slither my way to my phone.
i texted you, you didnt bother to reply.
thank you, bestie, darwin & ena.
all the encouragement and yadayada.
i'm so glad to have all of you.
bestie requested me to wear the angel necklace, he gave to me.
(when i was with him)
:'( i couldnt bear to, i dont want to.
it's very kind of him to request, but i refused to.
(not now)
i never thought i'd this fall, luckily i was not bleeding.
it still hurts now, hurts a lot.
bestie was sleeping when i called him and screamed my lungs out,
hah. i couldn't move any further, i thought i was some sort of
paralysed, i wished i was.
hasn't all this hard enough for me?
why do god not hears my prayers? why do god not let me off?
isn't it bad enough, mummy dumped me on th 10th to go to
the hospital for her soon-to-be-or never father-in-law.
good, i dont feel like moving around.
maybe i shall go find out where's sembwang park =.=
and just see if there's a playground there.
okay, im off earthlings!