failed to catch you
so sorry that i didnt really elaborate what happened on the 24th.
firstly i dont have that "writing-a-recount-kind-of-feeling"
make me feel like im back in school.
today sucks totally, my prepaid is low so i cant text my bf.
he's phone is spoilt so he can't text me.
therefore we cant contact, and i dont know how long this will
last:( caus i miss him badly, and i've so much to say.
last night i went to THE funeral, yes(not elaborating)
i saw my mummy there, she didnt really bother to come
and catch up with me neither did she talk more than 3 sentence to me.
WHATEVER! i cant be more bothered to, everything was so wrong.
last night, i walked around with tears in my eyes.
yes in my eyes, very little lur, look like can drop any moment.
so maybe thats why i was left alone by ahgong and his friends.
they dont know say what geylang east hia di.
BLAH, so gangsterism cant be bothered.
i was practically at the next block because the funeral is a christian 1.
so the priest or whatever will niam(nag) a lot.
heard this part:
"si le bu shi wan le, shi mei le....."
WTF? lol. i cant do this, i cant hear people say this type of things,
i'll go crazy i swear.
and then next priest (practically a talk on life & death).
take turns=.=
after that was the priest singing, the rest was standing up.
i swear uh, he start singing only that SEMBAWANG START DRIZZLING.
LOL. funny, me & ahgong run far far and sit.
and hello, they use MIC lei=.='''
so i blast my techno in my mp4. still can hear his voice.
powerful.
hah, late night talk with baobei on ahgong's phone.
all the way till home(:
talked about saggy breast. yes still very upset,
then we talked about what guys are thinking.
and she said she found that "dunno which aunty give birth
to that son's number" yes.
the one who made her life miserable.
so she goes like
: "darls, you think i should text him?or maybe not?should i?or not?"
me:
"hello baby, you know im the most sporting kind of gf you can
ever find, so stop asking me these type of questions.
i'll say go lah, it doesnt kills. just go if you want to!"
baobei:
"maybe thats the problem between you and your bf"
me:
"hah, maybe i do not know"
she said im too matured for people my age.
maybe? maybe not?
and what is wrong with people nowadays telling me i look very
matured and im more matured than my age?
AWWWWW!
is that why that baby calls me ibu?
he called me ibu 2 days ago. for goodness sake.
i got totally freaked out, you betcha,.
oh, had i include that deear's letter includes marriage & kids.
yes, i freak out. awwww!
but maybe maybe maybe i might change my point of view.
god bless you,
ciaos!