okay, im so frustrated now :(
dreamboy said by .30 he'll be on, perhaps he had already
forgotten about me =.-
but i dont care, i only know hate liars and he didnt
bother to text me and tell me that he's not coming online
or yadayada.
i forgo my sleep just to wait, i've waited for almost 40mins now.
:( PISSED OFF, and plus period is really killing me.
it hurts like nobody business, and i dont have the energy to stuck my
ass out of this chair, and i've rot here for 2 hours or so.
DREAMBOY, IF YOU SEE THIS ; IM ANGRY WITH YOU!

argggggh,
i just came across ena sistarh's blog(:
i saw her post that meant for me.
BABY SIS ;sis , i will bE dere .for , you should kNW
i am nort a girl with sweet talks , and stuffs .
i just wish-d ddat , you can like forgo evrything ?
life's ish destined , at tyms we wished we wouldn't fall in loved
cus we won't get hurt in ddat way
.but we doesn't have any choice ahs .if
, you are sth to him , he will be back-d
.i didn't kNW what happend , but thy only thing i knw ish
ddatmy dear baby sis won't be hurt cus of ddat small thing
dda ahs !& i hope so ahs !jiayous sis !
you have my greatest support ^^


how sweet is that? but it just hurts me when i read that part
"but thy only thing i knw ish ddat my baby sis won't be hurt
cus of ddat small thing dda ahs !"
i used to be independant, very independant in the past.
everyone used to depend on me(:
always stealing free hugs & kisses from me.
i'll do almost anything to make my loved ones feel good.
ena, for you, my kiss :XX
hah, remember those time when you wanted my kiss so badly.
(we're not les lur.kiss on the cheeks)
during this time, many reminded me of my past.
you never knew how much it kills me :(
how much it hurts. i dont want to dissapoint anyone,
neither do i wanna go back on my words.
gimme some time, to climb back sisters.
i'll make a comeback.
you have my words, if i go back on them,
by all means come and get me(:
(i'll be waiting here)
i got a lecture by few people few days ago.
how nice and kind i am to all these people, how ruthless
i'll never be if i were to fight with them.
how will i never hurt them.
=.= (dont want to continue, lame siao)
and and that 2 girls uh, sorry uh, i never meant to
stare at you lur :(
dont come find me leis.
i very scared :XX
i not scared you come, i scared you NEVER come only!
wu ji ka ka lai lur, limbu sat sat wait for you.
stare stare no use lur, 2 on 1 come lo.
IM NOT SUM CHUAN PO FOR NOTHING HOR!
SIA SUEY MY NAME ONLY!
=.= but now i good girl lurr, dont come lei..
if you zun wan come hor, your water uh standby full full uh.
want me? come get me and give me your best :D