tarduh!
im feeling more miserable than ever,
i do not get to go to hougang caus its so gna rain.
and i couldnt drench myself before going to work.
i couldnt meet my dreamboy.
then i couldnt meet my friends :(
then i've no ciggs with me, completely none!
then, i was forced to bloody eat.
then i feel like i wanna go sleep.
so i do not know what i should do, idk why i on the computer either.
i felt very lost, and i couldnt call my baby bitch caus she
having her drum lesson, i dont wanna call my bitch either,
caus i dont want to disrupt her :(
bi is off to find back his bicycle, which got stolen yesterday.
(i think?)
LOL. couldnt remember.
my hearts confused. i dont want just another fling.
if i can choose, i'll make this one a clandestine affair.
i dont want no, one minute man.
i feel like killing myself(who dont?,when they have troubles)
i suddenly remember its been a long long time since,
i've last eat a chocolate. maybe that could bring back my
appetite(: but, i just ate chocolate 2 weeks ago.
and a miracle happened, i didnt finish it thus it went down
the drain(littering), yes. half a bar =.-
waste my money :(
my heart is beating hard now :(
i need a puff and i dont haf ciggs on me.
i think i need a rest now . goodbye.