im darn pissed off with the way you conduct yourself when
im gone, i dont want to be reminded of the past.
i dont want to know what i said or what i've done.
i had enough, i thought you will let me off:(
for heaven sake, i think its very silly if you want to end your life.
you're not any teenager you're 18 years old.
you get to do what you want already, furthermore there's so many
girls out there. open your eyes big.
i already persuade you nicely, i told you what i wanted.
since you cant do all that in the past, why do you think i believe
you can do it in the future.i already told you, i do not have any hard
feelings for you neither do i lied to myself.
so thank you, if you want to die for me. i m very honoured.
but i can tell you i TOTALLY despise you, someone with no
mindset neither with any feelings for his loved ones.
i do not bother how many people you want them to scream the head
off me, but please do not always think of the bad side or the good side only.
i want to declare, i do not have any love for you.
this post is not to hurt you but just to let you know, and let the world
be my witness. i cant believe you're so selfish to want me back,
even though you know that i wont be happy even though you know
that my heart is not with you. confident does not means anything.
since you're so willing to try why not wait for another 10 years or so?
why not be successful first then come talk to me?
stop lying to yourself, and stop telling me that im lying to myself okay!
i know what i want. i do not want a guy to change totally because of me.
fate plays a big role, i dont think fate is on our side now.
stop thinking just because my grann approved us of our relationship
so therefore she will dissaprove my next one.
even if she do, i will not give up.
and i've already told everyone since i've chosen this path, i make
sure i walk down whether im happy or unhappy in the future has
nothing to do with anyone. i do not want to be a puppet.
i do not want someone to remind me of my past.
i think everything is too late




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(psssssst.... bby top up my prepaid for me)=.=
THE MOST TOUCHEST THING EVER!
well, was telling bby that i could not msg him much caus my prepaid
so damn bloody low.
he asked if im using M1?
then i say ya,why?
LOL. next moment he send me :
"putri nye pin **16 digit number**"
i thought it was so fake or perhaps he bought for me the
5$ top up card and am so suprised it was the 18$ one.
anyway, so honoured caus im not his gf :XX
haha, i asked why and he say:
"sebab i sayang putri"
TOUCHING LAH SEYYYY!
:) i syg bby too!