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well, oh well. work was very boring yesterday:X
sent the wrong food to the wrong person, luckily my boss didn't scold.
was msging half the time :) it's so boring yet im in my sleeping mode.
to all those who messaged me and encourage me for my first day of
work, thank you so much! "happy working" (LOL)
i found out, i got eating disorder yesterday.
first i thought i was suffering from aneroxia. but i realise,
aneroxia is self-inflict, isn't it? so thus, i came out with the conclusion that
i used to eat whenever i'm hungry (that is every 2 hours meal)
now, when im hungry, i don't bother to eat therfore when i eat,
i don't feel like eating instead i feel like puking.
bby asked me to go see a doctor, but i don't think there's a need.
so he asked me to swallow my vomit if i have to, and force myself to eat.
yesterday at work, keep looking at the time, messaged bby but he never reply.
i told him, i've prayed very hard for his victory and safety
(may god hears my prayers)
then he messaged: "raid accident.. nie kawan dier eh?"
means bby got accident, is this his friend?
__ ya i know. i knew it was fake, i knew it was him caus he typed like this.
actually, i feel like want to scold vulgarity to whoever it is.
then i didnt, i said in mean malay, "why is that so? no, im his princess"
LOL. in the end he admit, was him. nevermind, was angry not because of
the prank, was because he didn't msg me when his race start at a later time.
then i wasted so much of my msg :(
he called me when he reached home, thngs was fine already.
he tested me this mine testing game, told me it was about "mac"
so im supposed to pronounce the word he spell .
first was "m-a-c-c-h-i-c-k-e-n"
"mac-chicken"
"m-a-c-f-l-u-r-r-y"
"mac-flurry"
"m-a-c-n-u-g-g-et"
"macnugget"
"m-a-c-h-i-n-e"
"machine"
LOL. he thought, im dumb he said i laugh as
if im so happy.so i tested him.
"n-o-n-o"
"nono"
"n-e-n-e"
"nene"
"n-o-n-e"
"no-ne"
LOL. i told him it was "NONE".
:) gave him a riddle.
clue: replace all the "IT" with a (7 letter word)
(answer at the end of the post)
IT is greater than god
IT is more evil than the devil
the rich needs IT
the poor has IT
if you eat IT, you will die
:( he gave up.
hahha. was on the way to central at night when my brother keep disturb us
talking. so bby got so frustrated.
asked bby what was he thinking when he was racing,
he said "to win, and buy me my topup card"
haha, bby was too tired, that he went to sleep early.
saw daddy, i confided in him. told him i broke up with my ex,
and told him about bby. i said :
"he will only accept me if my whole family agrees to it"
(actually was the another way round:X)
well, daddy wished him luck! & he support him okay!
daddy said :
"tell him, if he wants my daughter he better plan his future,
even if he call down 5 lorry of ppl to whack me, i won't give him
my daughter if he doesn't plan his future"
daddy meant that he wants bby to plan his future well, what he wants to do,
he have to include me in the future, and of caus take very good care
of daddy's little princess :)
right bby, right right?
well, bby has not wake up :( im bored.
last night his gdnight message was the longest he ever sent me, im
very touched [but i found out a hidden meaning]
1 part was refering to my ex, coming back to remember about the past.
:( maybe i've forgotten to let him know a piece of good news and that
my ex has given up on me, therefore he gave us his blessing:D
(answer to riddle : NOTHING)
"setahun sudah ku menunggu dirimu.
akhirnya kau menjadi miliku. tapi sayang ke hadiran kekasih
lama mu datang kembali mengenang cinta dahulu.
mengapa ini semua harus berlaku.
apakah ini semua kerana diriku. sedangkan aku cuma watak
dalam percintaan. tak sanggup aku melepaskan mu.
selamat malam putri ku. engkau la satu satu putri yang ku sayang
dan cinta"
-bbyku <3
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