afterall, it's not about just you & me (:
*give me some time to edit the necessary of my blogskin


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well, i'm not sure how i'm going to do this.
i'm not sure, how i want to live my life.
if i ever ever ever going to pursue all my interest,
i swear i'll end up somewhere unpleasant.
THE LIST :

1) re-pierce my lip -should i?
2)to do a half back piece:) -it's sinful, & exp beb!
3)go shopping like nobody's business -i've no moolahs on me
4)find a NEW part time boyfriend -NO, i'm happy the way i am now
5)go sun-tanning w/o being tanned -got such thing meh?
6)gain 5kg -no appetite
7)go clubbing -UNDERAGE
8)kiss my bitches -RAYDIN CAN'T MAKE IT ON THE 10
9)to fight with someone -o.o, any volunteer?
10)tell mummy "iloveyou" -nonono, bad choice



all those things, i wanted to do with all the rest of the
protestion=.=
i was thinking of piercing when i looked into the mirror,
and saw my piercing mark still there:( regret taking it out.
uh, shit. then i thought of this tattoo i once dreamt of having.
a phoenix with the wing almost flapping, ready to fly :(
it's a sin lei, but i like~ if i know when im dying, i'll get it
1 day before i die=] i'll have no regrets then.
the rest uh, lazy want to explain.
anyway found out that beach dress or whatever is actually called
"sun dress". very pretty indeed, sheer romance has promotion:)
(i guess?)
i can't find my photos :( fuck the computer _!_
dumb fuck !
ish ish, everytime i walked home from work (pass 2 days),
i saw firdaus & clique. LOL.
i'm walking home alone today, hope i don't bumped onto them.
i don't know what i should say anymore.
i think my pay is pathetic, after buying bby's present,
im left with no moolahs. luckily is daily pay, so i still can buy my
ciggies tomorrow, if not i swear i'll die miserably.
i think my blog song is so saddening=.=
can somebody please like introduce a song which can makes you dance?
oh, i dont bother asking those around me, they're as sad as i am.
nevermind,
now, i see no point of being a gangster.
i used to detest them, i still do now.
"the more backing you have, the more hum ji you are"- ahzhu
phrase above from ahzhu.
i dont want people saying im "sumchuan po".
(AST GIRL)
i don't like people asking "eh, you where wan uh?"
i see no point in practising gangsterism.
definitely, there's a good and bad point.
if you know where you are, where you wanna stand definitely,
you're smart enough.
i'm very fortunate to leave without anything happening to me.
i wonder how it feels to be someone's wife :)
i bet i'll be a runaway bride in the future, im sure!
i know im very random =.=
anyway, my eating disorder is getting form bad to worse.
i do not know why.
i dont even feel like eating when im hungry.
the sight of food, turns me off.
but i still can drink water :]
hey, can somebody please sponsor me a bailey or a martell or a vodka pear?
:)i've this whiskey here at home, i think if i drink neat,
sure can last 2 days (slowly drink uh)
ohoh, i don't like drink mixture. well, it depends uh.
too bad xuaniie's pregnant uh, sis ?
if not can jio her come out drink, if not they sure kill me*
hey, i'm thinking of getting my naval pierce=p
i know my god-daddy sure bring me go pierce,
but i swear i'll have to get tortured by his never-ending nags
i shall end here, i'm going off to work in 2hrs 15mins time:)
when busu's home, perhaps we could start drinking.
cheers oi!