lets stride downtown and fill our bags and throw the cash :)
finally, the last paper for our class :)
everyone was going woohhooooo! some congratulate themselves
upon declaring self-holiday and bade goodbyes to the rest and say;
"see you next year!"
glad, these people do really have positive mindsets.
everyone was so shag and tensed up for the whole year especially
the end of year examinations. wellwell, now it's over dont everyone
deserve a very good relaxing break? yes, definitely everyone's holiday-mood
is filling their mind, some were even lost in them with lots of upcoming plan.
anyway, it's time i reward myself for the hard work i've done.
regardless i pass or fail or did not do my best or whatever, i shall use this as
an excuse to reward myself, as usual :) only i would do this to myself:(
noone else rewards me, no psp no hp no mp3.
nevermind, today while walking to meet bebe, #ena sweetheart was with me:)
then she reminded me of someone, this classmate we had.
although we just saw the surface of her life, we admit we're envious of her okay.
her life was like she's living in a world of her own, even if she had got nobody
she wouldnt mind or care, she almost all the things she wanted on earth.
and she lived, for herself.
we reminisce and think a lot, we voiced out. made a conclusion.
here it goes (take no offences) :
all these people around us, they're all fakes.
secondary school, is much more faker than primary school.
everything in primary school was purely innocent, so blissful.
in secondary school, you can see cases that you never never thought
would happen(unless you saw em' on teevee).
anyway, students were growing up, you saw all your classmates grow.
the sweetest memories makes you smile, the saddest memory make you cry.
sometime, you even felt cheated.
the best part was it's too tiring to catch up with all these people,
to envy them, to care for them, to be there.
at this time, you will reflect on your life. how stupid you used to be.
how easy life was last time, how hard it was now.
--------end of it----------
today i learnt something, something very very sad to me :(
nevermind, to think it'll be this sad if you were deprived from studying
or even to further your studies. its okay.
i believe there's always a blessing in disguise.
god bless everyone.
goodbye world,
i'll pray the best for my closest ones.
<3