things so going wrong-


i didn't manage to wake up to go for the bloody conquer o.
tired sey~ yesterday was so worst, for work=.=
and those fucked up people who orders and don't bother
to finish it up. afterall, i still manage to joke around(:
and receive smiles from customers!
my pathetic brother came to picked me up, he was
fucking force to do so(pathetic!)
received a message from streetwave this morning,
apparently i've sent my CV for the post (sales promoter)
and i've to go down for interview this saturday, at 10am.
goodness sake, i've already got a job.
(i dont bloody know what to do)
well well, chatting with sakhai now. we're both too lazy
to go to school for the bloody conquer o(although school
is just a small road away from my home)
(: wansuey brother!
anyway, i've forgotten to say was talking to ahpig the other day.
he said he don't like me now, caus i've changed to my original self.
_!_ i don't give a damn uh brother.
i only know, you got problem, i sure go down(:
wansuey!
LOL. not forgetting my xuaniie uh. anybody touch her come try me
first uh, pcb. (sorry sis, that day at supermarket i not there)
wansuey!
sometimes, i really wonder is this the kind of life, i wanted?
for all these people, there for me thick & thin. thankyou uh.
i'm very blessed i guess?
i still remember ahgirl, when i ran away from home 3 years ago,
she took me in for 4 days(: we eat together, sleep together,
run together. i never forget this, then we got to fight each other.
i never knew this would happen, somehow we're still sisters again.
i guess, fighting really strengthen bonds (:
i fought with so many people, now we're good friends.
girls: ahgirl, xuaniie, huilian, jialin(:
guys: bangxuan,joshua(ahzhu), arthur & many more..
i treaure brother & sister hood.
during this period of time, i remember being so rude and unrespectful.
but i was very lucky they didn't really scream my heads off.
i saw how people indulge in drugs before my very own eye.
ice, ketamine, gum, ecstacy whatever lah, except for subutex.
LOL, im so glad i resisted. and i fucking regret going near them:(
especially ice, they left me with things i've to grow with.
those idk what you call them behind my back=.=
o.o enough of scaring people with my true life story.
yesterday, thunder & lightning struck so fiercely seyy.
thankfully arthur msged me;
he knew i'll be so terrified, he's here to comfort. he said,
even if the sky drop he as my best friend shall be my blanket and
cover me(:
(although, i wished so much the msg to be from someone else)
i just tried the whiskey i had at home, COOOOOOL!
i love it, i love it! better than the last time i tried at pinky's place.
i think it's nice but not as strong as martell luh.
i'm so excited for xuaniie to get her new house.
i'll go get some free drinks anytime i wanted to=.=
want try the one she bid for 347$ , our blk number.
whooooooo! BATOK 347 WANSUEY!
long time no say this, ever since carebear inside lo.
not as lively not as united as before.
i promised i'll wait for him, i promised.
if you're my friend, please fucking don't touch drug.
(: you wouldn't want to regret.