hello, earthlings :) it's been a long time since i last blog.
due to emotional stress and problems. do not expect anyone
to read my blog also, caus its darn boring.
anyway, i've broke up with my boyfriend(ex).
after 6 months of struggling, i finally did this without shedding a tear.
i'm very proud of myself for being so brave to resolve all the problems.
for those who am going to bloddy scream my heads off me for making
this decision, you're welcome to come an try.
for i have chosen this path therefore im not going to regret no matter what
happens in the future.
i have things to declare to this world:
1.) i do not have a boyfriend at this moment
(whether i do in the future has nothing to do with anyone else)
2.) stop pointing fingers without getting your facts right
3.) if you bloddy gonna scream at me please, take a look at all the facts
4.) if you think i've made the wrong decision and you want to leacture
(please save your breath)
5.) this decision is made solely by me and only me
6.) if there's any other consequences i should take,
(come and look for me)
7.) please do not start nagging at me
(im not a small kid)
8.) i have the right not to explain to anybody i thought it's not important


finally, im so done with all these. am not getting into a relationship right now.
but currently am together with this guy:) im happy the way we are.
i really am very grateful to this special person, ( i shall not elaborate)


[till then, until the next post if you wanna know more a bout him]




goodbye fellas

i heard you say you wanna leave,
i saw you walking towards the door with tears
in your eyes,
i know i had to this as much as i dont want to.
i hope, you dont cling onto the past:)
imissyou,