i've the sudden urge to do many many things.
but i cannot:
firstly, im lazy
secondly, exams just tomorrow (i didnt study during the weekends,
busy playing sudoku)
thirdly, i dont have the courage to do
fourthly, time is not on my side
fifthly, i dont know how to start doing all these


i want to fulfil all those broken promises and dreams, made years ago.
i want to bring my girlies on a picnic in a park.
i want to own a house (not exactly, own a room)
i want to yada-yada....
(the list goes on..)
it's never ending you'll see..
bebe has been complaining that we've lesser time for each other
and so on and forth.
LOL.
2 more days to hari raya, i'm very excited not.
i've this bad feelings which keep lingers around, i wonder hard what is it?